Update

I’ve been sleeping a lot these past couple of days, obviously. I’m not really up to blogging right now so I’m just going to write a small update on my current life to get it out of my head and into the world. It helps me, honestly. Even if what I’m writing in this post has been addressed other ways, I still need it out of my head.

So I am 2 days out from surgery and I feel as if I couldn’t be doing any better. I’m able to walk around, get dressed myself, and lay down comfortably. Still working on being comfortable when I’m sitting down though. I was feeling fantastic earlier, I was even walking up and down the stairs! Then boom, pain is back with a vengeance. I thank God that I have Tyler by my side helping me with everything. It’s still a shock to me that they had to take my left ovary but it’s okay. I just know that I’ve been dreaming of this for what feels like forever and I’m so excited it’s done and I won’t have to deal with my crazy period pain again.

On a sadder note, we had to let my princess Missy cross the rainbow bridge on Monday. As my auntie put it for me, God works in mysterious ways and maybe this is his way of telling me to take care of myself and he’s got Missy. Yes it broke our hearts to do but she is in a better place with no pain. It’s hard not having her especially after this surgery because she’s not there to cuddle and love on me. It’s extremely weird to go to bed and her not be scratching me to get under my blanket. It’s hard but I’m handling it well.

Other than those 2 things, nothing has really gone on major that I need to get out of my head before it eats me alive. I know God has his angels watching over me through this process and I will be okay. I will be trying to get back to daily blogging especially now since I’m off for awhile and I have my laptop home with me but it all depends on how I feel.

Thanks for reading! Enjoy ❤️

– Iliana